Song Lyrics
“Seasons”
Listen to the weeping wind through the bones of an orchid tree
Arresting your gaze toward the weeping sky
Wavering light supernatural illusion
Feel the earth shiver through still of the night
You are the whirlwind starved for power
Heart swearing and beating
The prospect of change
A curative rapture through every turn
With means to dispel all your fears and shoulder your demons
And nurture your scars wayward from the light
You can't hide those widowed eyes reflect your conscience
Crippling pain frets through you veins for the masses to see
You're so vain cold hearted emotion claims your mind
Cant rearrange that you're so insane
Such as it is
Your feet are haggard and bleeding
Such as it is
your hearts beating and purling
Such as it is
you're hot tempered emotion
The stifling heart that you left behind shall never die
You can't hide those widowed eyes reflect your conscience
Crippling pain frets through you veins for the masses to see
You're so vain cold hearted emotion claims your mind
Cant rearrange that you're so insane
“Looking For A Sign”
Just running in circles all of the time
Never having sense to ever draw a line
We force ourselves to sleep just to dampen the pain
Because our hearts so battered and bruised we can't make up our minds
So you try to hide but you seem to fail
Because I know that you're going through hell
How's it going today? Are you okay?
Cried over you last night right into today
Sometimes I wonder if our dreams but a lie
Because you flutter deep inside my head like a butterfly
We gotta knock a little harder if we all dream forever love
And when you're speaking through distortion it's not nearly enough
Yeah you try to hide but you seem to fail
Because I know that you're going through hell
How's it going today? Are you okay?
Cried over you last night right into today
Baby can't you see what you're doing to me?
Should I stay or just let it be?
What you trying to find?
Have you left me behind?
Going out of mind just looking for a sign
looking for a sign and there's no reply
looking for a sign and there's no reply
Yeah you try to hide but you seem to fail
Because I know that you're going through hell
How's it going today? Are you okay?
Cried over you last night right into today
Baby can't you see what you're doing to me?
Should I stay or just let it be?
What you trying to find?
Have you left me behind?
Going out of mind just looking for a sign
looking for a sign and there's no reply
looking for a sign and there's no reply
“Restitution”
Lucid stillness from fear never settles a question
Time tide waits for no man
Trauma plays lurid trick's within our minds
And manifests into a torturous confusion
If I should stay within these walls until my time has come
I'd find myself in a fruitful void of restitution
Ensnared within a bloodless sanctum
Bleak walls that foretell a cosmic storm
For darkness shall soon glower upon he
Who basks beneath the pallor
Of the waning mother moon
Walking on top of this silent city finding peace within
As the moon sleeps beneath my footsteps I bide my strength
To the calming storm a thousand eyes gaze upon my conscience
A petal for every sin I've run out of lies to keep me veiled
I've run out of love to keep me warm
Such presence of mind and abstinence
A sentimental victim that has unfailingly been
Subjected to an arbitrary road to ruin to ruin
In restitution in my heart
This restitution this restitution
Walking on top of this silent city finding peace within
As the moon sleeps beneath my footsteps I bide my strength
To the calming storm a thousand eyes gaze upon my conscience
A petal for every sin I've run out of lies to keep me veiled
I've run out of love to keep me warm
Days grew short and nights grow long,
Surrender sun ocher dawn has come
Time has struck and it can't be undone
Reap the night with flesh and bone
Days defer and nights grow long,
Surrender sun ocher dawn has come
Time has struck and it can't be undone
Reap the night with flesh and bone
Such presence of mind and abstinence
A sentimental victim
Walking on top of this silent city finding peace within
As the moon sleeps beneath my footsteps I bide my strength
To the calming storm a thousand eyes gaze upon my conscience
A petal for every sin I've run out of lies to keep me veiled
I've run out of love to keep me warm
The wind cries constant treachery to the beating pulse of the night
I don't know what it wants from me but it's love sure feels alright
The righteous path remains jagged and beset by all repressed desire
A haunting tribulation like the embers that became the raging fire
“Meant To Leave”
You won't see me coming
Round this way again
Thought you left me buried
But I was playing dead
All the lies you fed me
Every game you played
Brought me one step closer
To knowing my escape
Love is blind, love distorts things
Dulls the mind, love is something
I never asked for, but you came for me
Behind this stoic mask I wear
The storm is calm, I'm drifting there
I know your love was always meant to leave
I know what's before me
Finally broke the chains
Brace myself for cracking
Cause my world is made of glass
Love is blind, love distorts things
Dulls the mind, love is something
I never asked for, but you came for me
Behind this stoic mask I wear
The storm is calm, I'm drifting there
I know your love was always meant to leave
“Echoes Of Decison”
I'm running on empty another whiskey bottle dry
My head is exploding should I feed this deep desire to
Build a wall to protect my heart and mind
I'm lost in a feeling and I can't find a reason why
Echoes of decisions made us victims now we have no place to hide
It's easier to carry all your demons and I can't find a reason why
I'm lost and deserted and I damn sure can't deny
My world has imploded should I feed this pure desire to
Give in to you cause you're the perfect drug
I better come down
From your love before I'm six feet underground
Echoes of decisions made us victims now we have no place to hide
It's easier to carry all your demons and I can't find a reason why
I'm left here to start over feels I'm dying without your love
Your love
Your love
I'm running on empty another whiskey bottle dry
My head is exploding should I feed this deep desire to
Build a wall to protect my heart and mind
I'm lost in a feeling and I can't find a reason why
Echoes of decisions made us victims now we have no place to hide
“Smiling Eyes”
Maybe you outa know how special you are to me
Cause when I look into your smiling eyes
She's all I can see
She's all I can see
And while you're crying next to me
I can feel the love
When I hold you in my arms
Like your momma held you close to her heart
On the day you were born
On the day you were born
A picture taken yesterday
Is more than just a memory
And I'll hold on for the time to be
Cause every day's a mystery
No crystal ball is going to show us what's in store
Though we both know that our trust will conquer all
I'm here by your side
Forever my love
Forever my love
I can see your darkest days are yet to come
I'll wipe your tears when all is said and done
Listen to the message of this song
It's all for you I could never do you wrong
You're part of my soul